Well, it's finally happened. Someone I love, my best friend James, is gone from my life. He's not dead, but he's leaving my school. His mom hates me, and has tried to cut him off from my life. It's not fair that I have to be in pain for so long. I might never see him again. I can't stand it. I love him, and apparently it's against his religion to kiss before marriage, which means I can't give him one kiss before he leaves. He knows I love him, and it's not fair that fate is making us go separate ways. He was there for me when I had no-one, when I was suicidal, when my heart was broken, and when I needed a friend the most. No-one can change that, and nothing will either. James, I love you, and always will.
In other news, I got an update about my ex Jared. Apparently, he is with someone, he has a beard that apparently is massive, and that's about it. I'm thinking about writing a note to the person who told me this because he works at Kroger, but I don't know. I'm kind of afraid to. Before you ask, no I'm not going to try and get back together with him. He's too F*#$ed up for me to date now. Even more than before.
Also, I almost forgot, James is Really 14, not 15 now. He apparently was 11 when I dated him, and I thought otherwise.
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